LOVE.. it's the closest thing we have to magic ;D

LOVE.. it's the closest thing we have to magic ;D http://aileenated.multiply.com/ <center><a href="http://www.glitterkiss.com/" target="_blank"><img alt="Image hosted by ImageShack" src="http://img285.imageshack.us/img285/9853/ce3e0d657c7b3a2fad8f25cmf2.gif" border="0"></a></center>   <marquee>the greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return..♥ - moulin rouge</marquee>  <center><a href="http://www.zangygraphics.com/picture.php?c=quotes&n=18"><img src="http://zangygraphics.com/zimages/quotes/pic114.jpg" border="0"></a> <a href="http://zangygraphics.com/imgs/logo.php"><img src="http://zangygraphics.com/imgs/zangylogo.jpg" border="0"></a></center>  <center><embed allowscriptaccess="never" src="http://media.imeem.com/m/o72DkPheYC" width="300" height="110" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" wmode="transparent"><a href="http://www.imeem.com/ignition14/music/cOdBiQ43/jimmy_james_fashionista/">Fashionista - jimmy james</a></center>  <center>*photos are strictly for contacts only! if you are not a friend, sorry, no photos, peace:)</center> Fri, 18 Jul 2008 22:51:07 -0000 Tue, 29 Apr 2008 14:42:33 -0000 LOVE.. it's the closest thing we have to magic ;D http://images.aileenated.multiply.com/logo http://aileenated.multiply.com 100 100 teenager no more:) my 20th b-day! http://aileenated.multiply.com/calendar/item/10015/teenager_no_more_my_20th_b-day Tue, 29 Apr 2008 14:42:33 -0000 Molave Girlsü during margz's debut, sumayaw sila, kaso super dilim nito, kaya pasenxa, walang night mode yun video recorder ko, tapos off pa http://aileenated.multiply.com/video/item/9/9 Sat, 5 Jan 2008 17:21:39 -0000 movie i made for jordo:D kasi birthday (january 1) niya at gusto ng surprise, kaya pagbigyan na! http://aileenated.multiply.com/video/item/8/movie_i_made_for_jordoD Sat, 5 Jan 2008 17:16:07 -0000 chubby on pianoc= this is part 2 of chubby's performance, hahaha, i like this song, ang ganda ng pagkapiano ni chubb! galing http://aileenated.multiply.com/video/item/6/chubby_on_pianoc Sat, 5 Jan 2008 16:10:21 -0000 chubby on piano=).3gp this was during december 23, 2007, nun nagovernight kami ni esqui.. there's another one, ang galing ni http://aileenated.multiply.com/video/item/5/chubby_on_piano.3gp Sat, 5 Jan 2008 15:55:54 -0000 maryanne's art ap performance it got boring.. we waited for mam ja.. maryanne just had her cleopatra http://aileenated.multiply.com/video/item/4/maryannes_art_ap_performance Sat, 5 Jan 2008 15:43:44 -0000 hed kandi given by my baby to me:D http://aileenated.multiply.com/music/item/39/hed_kandi Tue, 20 Nov 2007 15:22:54 -0000 friendster #1 http://aileenated.multiply.com/links/item/1/friendster_1 Tue, 17 Jul 2007 20:40:23 -0000 music to my ears.. songs that i love to listen to over and over http://aileenated.multiply.com/music/item/23/music_to_my_ears.. Tue, 3 Apr 2007 03:14:24 -0000 wanna work for NASA!!! right now, i am visitng the site of NASA.. at first i was just really curious about planet jupiter, sabi kasi ni ate kay, makikita daw siya sa june 6, which is today.. i wanted to know what time.. most of the sites i visited were unhelpful, there was time on it, but not the time in the Philippines.. boo! then, i thought na baka sa NASA meron.. i guess seeing jupiter was not a biggie for them, since i didnt see anything about jupiter.. but, i did surf on the other links in the NASA site, then i got jumpy.. i saw one link : "work for NASA" shiyet.. it was like too easy.. just at the press of that link, i can see how i could get in, requirements, qualifications.. it's likes im right there already.. Want to Work at NASA? NASA is more than astronauts. We are scientists, engineers, computer programmers, personnel specialists, accountants, writers, maintenance workers and many, many other kinds of people. At the <A class=featureLnk href="javascript:openNASAWindow('http://www.nasajobs.nasa.gov/')">NASAJobs</A> Web site, you can review job listings, post a resume ... http://aileenated.multiply.com/journal/item/32/wanna_work_for_NASA Mon, 5 Jun 2006 18:04:50 -0000 unposted blogs.. naipon sa word pad.. kapag offline ako.. hehe.. :) i am really very clumsy.. hahaha.. i totally admit it.. but not all the time.. most of the time they are unexpected.. but also with the mix of my foolishness.. well, aslo i am not exactly coordinated.. that's why i dont really sit at the middle or at the back of the driver in a jeepney, because i usually end up stepping on people's feet.. i dont really mean it, i'm just like that, uncoordinated.. one time, i was walking at the merville gate, towards the trike terminal, i fell.. it was because of a pretty obvious crack on the road, that i didnt see because i wasnt wearing my glasses (palusot pa noh?), and i wasnt feeling well, like my legs were like jelly all of the sudden.. so there! another, which is quite recent, is that i was climbing the stairs of the lrt/mrt station in edsa.. i was counting my coins for the ticket WHILE climbing the stair WHILE texting.. i fell! what's worse was that i wasnt wearing my glasess either, INSTEAD, ... http://aileenated.multiply.com/journal/item/31/unposted_blogs.. Fri, 2 Jun 2006 18:12:53 -0000 the awful truth.. it felt sad knowing my "assuming attitude" was up again.. <IMG src="http://images.multiply.com/common/smiles/confused.png"> at least i didnt go anything beyond what could have made me more miserable besides know the truth.. zafra, joyce.. i love you guys so much.. <IMG src="http://images.multiply.com/common/smiles/smile.png"> without you guys, i could have gone crazy.. zafra, thanks because even though we were both deceived by the truth, you were there all-through out.. <IMG src="http://images.multiply.com/common/smiles/shade.png"> joyce, thanks because you stopped me from experiencing further pain.. i know it really sucks and i know you feel bad for me.. but dont.. i aint feeling bad anymore.. you even made everything crystal clear.. <IMG src="http://images.multiply.com/common/smiles/teeth.png"> thanks! the truth may hurt me, but it has set me free.. i'd rather live in the awful truth than live a lie.. <IMG src="http://images.multiply.com/common/smiles/smile.png"> thanks guys.. **p.s. Joyce! dont you dare used me to divert her current stitch! no way im agreeing to risk what we have to make things better for that person.. or at least you think so.. mwAh! <IMG src="http://images.multiply.com/common/smiles/kiss.png"> http://aileenated.multiply.com/journal/item/30/the_awful_truth.. Wed, 31 May 2006 12:22:32 -0000 songs that make me more miserable every darn day.. Bakit Part 2 ~> Mayonnaise lumuha ka ng nagiisa, nakadungaw sa buwan. Lumilipad ang isip mo,nakasabit sa ulap. Ngunit bakit, pinilit, kung ayaw ko'ng masaktan? Sinabe ko sa kanya, na 'di parin nililikha ang katulad ko na parang timang, at 'di mo parin maintindihan. Malayo ang pagtitig mo, dala ng hangin. Akala ko ay pwede pa na umasa sa iyo. Ngunit bakit, pinilit, kung ayaw ko'ng masaktan? Sinabe ko sa kanya, na 'di parin nililikha ang katulad ko na parang timang, at 'di mo parin maintindihan. O bakit ba, pag wala ka na, ako'y kulang Sinabe ko sa kanya, na 'di parin nililikha ang katulad ko na parang timang, at 'di mo parin maintindihan. source: <A href="http://www.lyricsandsongs.com/song/205097.html"><a href=http://www.lyricsandsongs.com/song/205097.html>http://www.lyricsandsongs.com/song/205097.html</a></A> Another Used To Be ~> Joe I brought you here so that i can express the things i've been thinkin bout give me your ear. cuz i don't normally do this so bare with me through this. there are so many things that i want to say. but let me start by saying this saying i thank you. darling just bec... http://aileenated.multiply.com/journal/item/29/songs_that_make_me_more_miserable_every_darn_day.. Wed, 31 May 2006 02:39:34 -0000 emotional collision.. isnt it really sickening that i posted my woes about my family and a certain someone i cant have?! i dunno what's happening to me or what's going on.. astronomical maybe.. since May is my month.. and im a taurus, ruling the planet Venus.. goddess of love and beauty.. something must be going on.. and it's really weird.. not bad, just weird.. but whatever it is.. astronomical or not.. everything is said is true.. and it really affects me a lot.. kahit na manhid ako.. i can still feel them.. pano pa kaya kayo? kung sainyo napunta mga problema ko, tapos di kayo manhid.. buhay pa kaya kayo?! weh! i just wanna lighten things up since my last two posts.. they are both really REALLY depressing eh!!! **winkz.. http://aileenated.multiply.com/journal/item/28/emotional_collision.. Tue, 30 May 2006 20:19:11 -0000 my confession... i dunno.. i guess you can safely say that I AM in love.. it's just that i dunno if i should go on.. well, unto the next big step, because im not even sure kung ganon din feelings niya for me or nag-aassume lang ako.. pero tama si luv guru zafra! hahaha.. we psychology each other's love life.. and fortunately for her, she is going somewhere with hers.. at least i think so.. while mine, we've (me&zaf) been looking at every angle possible if there is actually chemistry between me and this person.. it's so nice to think and assume, but finally knowing in the end that it isnt me, shiyet.. back to zero nanaman ako.. heart broken nanaman ako, nothing to motivate me to do things better.. nothing to make me appreciate the silliest things around.. and another reason for me to curse mushy songs and sing out loud with rock&broken hearted songs (addicted by simple plan rings a bell..) and finally, out of the blue, cry.. so many signs that makes me assume, isnt there a ... http://aileenated.multiply.com/journal/item/27/my_confession... Tue, 30 May 2006 19:25:34 -0000 my weakness = my family's happiness :'( 1030pm (after talking to my mom on the phone) <IMG src="http://images.multiply.com/common/smiles/sad.png"> sometimes, i just wanna scream.. <IMG src="http://images.multiply.com/common/smiles/angry.png"> like today, i feel so haggard and stressed.. like it's just 6pm, and i feel so tired, though i woke up around 8am this morning, good enough to stay up a little later in the night.. i dont have much physical activities.. i think it's because my mind works 24/7.. i think a lot.. and the way im thinking gives me a lot of stress and makes me feel haggard without the physical activities.. they say it's good to think about the future, right? maybe im thinking too much about my future and my family's happiness if i have a good future.. though i would like to cry about my so-called-future, it's like i can cry all i want but there's nothing i can do.. <IMG src="http://images.multiply.com/common/smiles/cry.png"> so sometimes i just control my tears, and feel my throat trying to break a scream and my eyes feeling pain of controlling the tears.. <IMG src="http://images.multiply.com/common/smiles/cry.png"> i think a lot about my future because my family depends on me, actually my mom is the only person that depen... http://aileenated.multiply.com/journal/item/24/my_weakness_my_familys_happiness_ Mon, 15 May 2006 15:16:14 -0000 about a friend, not me.. this is about a friend of mine.. pretty sure she'll read this.. hey, though you show us a smiling face, i can see your pain, i can feel them in every love quote you send to us.. it may show nothing and that you only wanna share a quote to us, but i feel that you feel the same way the quote shows.. okay, so you didnt have a nice break up with HER, it was not even close to nice.. it was terrible, her new bf telling you to giver her up and her telling you nothing about it.. who wouldnt see this horrifying and heart-breaking.. all of us did.. and so did you.. yes we shouldnt easily give up a fight, especially about love, but this is the end of the line for the both of you.. quit sending love quotes already that obviously you can relate with, cause it's already making you look pathetic.. pitiful also.. stop pretending your over! because obviously you aint over her.. we understand it aint easy, but it wont help by pretending.. be yourself, say what you feel.. we'd understand.. we ar... http://aileenated.multiply.com/journal/item/23/about_a_friend_not_me.. Sat, 13 May 2006 23:00:24 -0000 pms talking it's been raining for 4 days.. actually di naman maxadong maulan eh.. sobrang lakas lang ng wind.. umuulan, pero not as much.. kung umuulan, malakas/malaki lang un patak pero nawawala, tapos babalik.. pero its a good thing, all the days & weeks of heat.. grabe, diko alam bakit buhay pako! <IMG src="http://images.multiply.com/common/smiles/teeth.png"> hahaha.. ang taas nga ng bill namin! last month it was 10thou.. nagulat kaming lahat kasi every month, asa 5thou lang.. tapos biglang 10thou.. huwaw.. <IMG src="http://images.multiply.com/common/smiles/omg.png"> taas.. it got worse when we got the next bill.. naging 12thou naman.. mainit eh!!! well, dapat asa splash island kami kahapon, pero dahil nga sa bagyo, hindi natuloy.. sino ba naman gusto mag-swimming dahil summer pero umuulan.. it was good na na-cancel, bigla din akong nagkaroon nun friday night.. so it was scheduled next saturday.. mukhang matagal-tagal nakong di nagshshopping ah.. my kuya and i went to sm bicutan kanina, kasi walang kuryente, we bought our usual groceries and cooked ulam na din.. but before that, we bough... http://aileenated.multiply.com/journal/item/22/pms_talking Sat, 13 May 2006 22:20:36 -0000 line's birthday http://aileenated.multiply.com/calendar/item/10014/lines_birthday Sat, 6 May 2006 22:47:59 -0000 milcha's birthday / mother's day http://aileenated.multiply.com/calendar/item/10013/milchas_birthday_mothers_day Sat, 6 May 2006 22:47:31 -0000 joyce's birthday http://aileenated.multiply.com/calendar/item/10012/joyces_birthday Sat, 6 May 2006 22:46:56 -0000 esqui's birthday http://aileenated.multiply.com/calendar/item/10011/esquis_birthday Sat, 6 May 2006 22:45:58 -0000 1st (week) of May.. it's really bothering me, that i MIGHT not go to school for the 1st sem because my 3rd and final operation seems like it wont be the last one at all..<IMG src="http://images.multiply.com/common/smiles/cry.png"> and that it will take months to recover.. i'll be missing a lot.. school, friends, going out.. hahaha.. since i'll be recovering, it will be no fun for a while.. <IMG src="http://images.multiply.com/common/smiles/sad.png"> i'll be having my braces again soon.. im kinda excited.. hahaha! <IMG src="http://images.multiply.com/common/smiles/teeth.png"> cause i really liked my smile when i had my braces before.. hahaha! at least im looking at the bright side of these things.. <IMG src="http://images.multiply.com/common/smiles/smile.png"> things have not gone thru as planned.. i havent gone out with my college friends to prov.. <IMG src="http://images.multiply.com/common/smiles/confused.png"> our schedules are not cooperating, hehehe.. i havent gone to star city with my molave friends.. at mukhang di na.. foodtrip nalang ata.. <IMG src="http://images.multiply.com/common/smiles/sad.png"> although me and my family were still able to have dinner outside on the day of our (me and my kuya) birthday.. and before that, a totally unplanned movie with my kulasa friends.. i enjoyed aquamarine! <IMG src="http://images.multiply.com/common/smiles/teeth.png"> it reminded me of our f... http://aileenated.multiply.com/journal/item/21/1st_week_of_May.. Sat, 6 May 2006 22:38:18 -0000 "tawad" <IMG title="Taurus (Apr 20 - May 20)" height=30 alt="Taurus (Apr 20 - May 20)" src="http://images.friendster.com/images/horoscopes/taurus_xsm.gif" width=30 border=0> <H4>Today's Forecast:</H4> You'll accomplish an amazing feat today without realizing how -- accept the praise.   i copy-pasted this from friendster..and i tried to figure out where or how.. then i did.. i went to the hospital kanina for another follow up on my operation.. this thing just goes on and on, isnt it? the operation itself is taking forever.. anyway, going back, Dr. Mendoza kept praising me, haha, kasi though i have a cleft palate defect, it wasnt very obvious because i have pretty cheeks..<IMG src="http://images.multiply.com/common/smiles/wink.png"> hahaha! it was AMAZING because not all cleft palate defected people have nice cheeks, nice enough not to give attention to the defect, if i wasnt overbite, then there was no problem.. anyway, this is just an intro.. it's far from my subject.. on our way home from the hospital, me and my kuya was on stop because we are still on red light, then a man was selling pranelas, 8 for P100. i ignored it for the fact na i dont have a car<IMG src="http://images.multiply.com/common/smiles/teeth.png">, and what will i do with 8 pranelas?! <IMG src="http://images.multiply.com/common/smiles/confused.png"> and i dont... http://aileenated.multiply.com/journal/item/20/tawad Thu, 4 May 2006 04:53:38 -0000 so flushed out! i feel so flushed out of everything.. dreams are a killer, i dont know.. but my recent dream was sad.. it was like back to highschool, we just started to be senior students, then, all of a sudden, 2 of my friends left.. chicken and rosali.. first it was chicken, we were like in a kind of a vehicle, bringing her to the airport, just her and me, mel, joyce, jordo.. just us.. chicken kept crying and crying.. but what was weird that her departure was always prolonged.. like experiencing so much pain before death rather than just dying all at once or immediately.. we kept crying for chicken.. until she was gone, and her being gone was just.. even worse.. though it was a prolonged departure, it's like she wasnt able to say goodbye to us properly.. she just vanished.. i dunno why im having these kind of dreams!!! next it was rosali.. well, it wasnt as dramatic as chicken's since rosali will be at the same country, and will be flying home at sem breaks.. but her way of leaving was the othe... http://aileenated.multiply.com/journal/item/19/so_flushed_out Sun, 30 Apr 2006 22:12:17 -0000 birthday blues.. well, it's supposed to be my 18th pretty soon..<IMG src="http://images.multiply.com/common/smiles/shade.png"> no parties..<IMG src="http://images.multiply.com/common/smiles/sad.png"> too bad, we have to spend it on my 3rd operation.. bummer.. and since so much delays has been done, i might not be able to go to school for the 1st sem.. much more time wasted.. my 17th was no different from my 18th.. my 17th must be pretty worse compared to my 18th.. because on my 17th, i was alone at home, my plans of treating my kulasa friends was still on the next day, and my childhood friends on the next week.. and 2 weeks before that, my mom left for the US, God knows when she'll be back, and 2 more weeks before that, my kuya left for the US also.. ano bang meron don na wala dito?! <IMG src="http://images.multiply.com/common/smiles/cry.png"> dont answer.. im just making some drama..<IMG src="http://images.multiply.com/common/smiles/tongue.png"> well, for my 18th, im gonna be celebrating it four times..<IMG src="http://images.multiply.com/common/smiles/smile.png"> a dinner with my family. well, just me, my kuya who has the same birthday as me, my other kuya and his wife and kid.. another is with my madox friends, im gonna treat them to prov for a videoke session since they ar... http://aileenated.multiply.com/journal/item/18/birthday_blues.. 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